You Are Forever In My Heart, By Jeff Weiner

My heart is open and my arms are too
Waiting to share my love with you
Making you happy in any way I can
Smiles and hugs are in my plan

Meltiing me with your glowing smile
Calming with that gentle style
There is no place I'd rather be
Thab in your heart for eternity

Hand in hand is the dream i hold
Hoping you share after these words are told
Life with you will be a fairytale
Where beautiful love will never fail

I chose to keep these feelings dear
My message should now be clear
I'll cherish you from this day on
Until the day this world is gone

Forever you are in my heart
Oh, and I left out one part
I love you.

Blue

Love without you Is like this rose Blue and cold Life without you Is like this rose Lonely and dying Being without you Is like life without Love... It feels like Being alone in a big World full of misery.

It's A Wednesday

Alrighty! So today wasnt so good I guess is what you could say. My mom got mad at me, so she put me on house arrest until she got home. but really, she just didn't want me to go anywhere. So I was with Ian and Bryant all day. I got to shop though! It was totally fun. I got a new shirt, a new book (that I've already read), new rings, new earings, and some other stuff. I didn't get to go to youth group, and i feel like I totally blew off Joy. I will probably get to talk to her tomorrow or something... I hope. Well other than all this negative stuff, I got to go see that new movie How To Train A Dragon. In 3D too! Ah it was so cool! today was a good quality day to spend with my family. I needed it. Well now i dont know what I'm going to do. Guess I have to go figure that out now. Talk to ya'll later! =)

A Possitive Change

So Yesturday I talked to Austin like all day. It was a good thing. We were open to each other and comfortable with the fact that we're just friends. I glad that we can talk like that and have to say something I dont want to or feel preasured into saying. When I talk to Austin, I get warm inside. My heart doesn't hurt, and I dont feel empty. Would it be possible? That for the first time in my life I found something pure, and that I could keep it forever? I know that I would never be able to let it go. That's for sure. Can it be? I just, I have all of these questions running through my head and want to get the answers, but that might interfer with with what path my life is heading. So I guess time will tell.

My Playlist

Love

Crazy Week

Alright, so Sunday I decided to break up with Jr. for reason's I'm not posting.... lol but it was a total bummer. But I was at church so I stopped thinking about it. I got to help with the babies in the nursery and I fell totally in love with them all!!! I love babies. So Monday at school I broke up with Jr., had a test and rough day.... Tuesday was better I guess. I spent the night at Joy's and helped her work on the youth retreat t-shirts. And of course Noelle was there. =) The power went out around 11pm. It was kinda fun. So then we wnet to the grocery store and got candy, ice cream, chips, soda, and fire wood so we could get the fire at Joy's house going again. Power came back on for about 7 minutes after midnight, then permanently came back on at 1am. we stayed up till 2am talking about toys we used to play with, the presidents, vampires, then moved on to tv shows. but it all mushed into one. Then in the morning we finished the t-shirts and ate breakfast and played Phase 10 and Uno. Lots of fun. Had youth group at 6:40. Got home around 8:45, fought with my mom about really nothing. then went to bed. Today I got up at 9:30 and made waffles for myself (since I'm the only one here) and got started on laundry and packing for my trip to Buena Vista!! woohoo! I'm so excited. We leave tomorrow at 1pm. But before that Joy, Me, Noelle, and some other people are going to Cheba Hut in down town Fort Collins. And I'm spending the night at Joy's again. Blog ya later guys! lol

Day Before St. Pattie's Day!!!!

Alrighty people!!!! so tomorrow is green day and guess what? instead of having some kind of plans, i get to babysit my mom's friend's little girls. it wont be so bad, but still. my mom gets to go drink green beer, while i'm home doing nothing. LOL well, i think my BF is coming over for a while so we can hang out. =) oh! and tomorrow i'm wearing a green shirt, white tank-top, my fav jeans, blue converse, silver jewlery, and something else.... i can't remember. =) but anyway, everything's going good.... or better. i have a test on thursday, test on monday, last CSAP test tomorrow(yay!), quiz tomorrow after school, presentation after school, then thats it i think.... so really, my weeks have been packed!!!! my trip to buena vista is next friday, spring break starts next wednesday, and i go back to school the 4th!!!! yay! long break! well, i'm gonna go do other amazing things now. see ya!

Plans For Spring Break

Hey! Okay so my plans for spring break aren't much, but it's something.... so the first day of spring break is next wednesday. i'm planning on sleeping in for a while then hang out with Jr. Then on the 26th i leave for Buena Vista with my youth group and i come back the 28th. then after that it's just hanging out in the sun with my friends and boyfriend. =)

I'm Back!!!!

Hey ya'll! It's been almost a whole year since I put a blog on this page and so much has happened!!!!! so when i moved to South Dakota i was there for about 5 months. i was there only 2 months and i got a boyfriend. first one of high school. =) things got worse between the family, so 3 months later my mom, little bro, and i drove back to Colorado. i started high school again 1 week after i got back..... so then 1 month into school, i'm in chemistry class and there's this guy who kinda sits in front of me. we've been talking for a while and stuff. and that day after school we went to Loodles, then hung out at the park for a while. he met my mom and then she took us to taco bell. 9:45 pm we start walking back to my house. we get to the park and we stop. we look up at the stars for a bit then walk some more across the park. we stop again and we hug.... then he asks me a question..... 'do you want to date me?' and of course i said yes. =) so now i'm dating Jr., he's a sophmore, and having a blast being a teenager and doing all the fun stuff included.... maybe this time i'll keep you undated fully this time =)