A Possitive Change

So Yesturday I talked to Austin like all day. It was a good thing. We were open to each other and comfortable with the fact that we're just friends. I glad that we can talk like that and have to say something I dont want to or feel preasured into saying. When I talk to Austin, I get warm inside. My heart doesn't hurt, and I dont feel empty. Would it be possible? That for the first time in my life I found something pure, and that I could keep it forever? I know that I would never be able to let it go. That's for sure. Can it be? I just, I have all of these questions running through my head and want to get the answers, but that might interfer with with what path my life is heading. So I guess time will tell.