Happiness makes life brighter

What It Be

Prom was last Saturday. I went. It was fly. I had amazing fun, and danced like crazy. But now i'm paying for it. lol My calves hurt painfully, and Joy stepped on my foot with her heel. So now i have a huge bruise on my the top of my foot. I got lots of stuff at after prom too! it was totally fun. and tomorrow i dont have school! woohoo! im sleeping in. then hangin' with my older friend Rain. :)

So Make A Mistake :)

Hey it's Thursday!!!

Meaning Prom's Saturday. This Saturday. And I'm going! yay!!!! i'm so freakin happy! I'm just going with my friends too. :) I can't wait. Sad part is, Joy lost my ticket, so she has to buy another one for me. I'm barrowing one of Joys' dresses, and I dont have any money to buy anything extra. So I'm wingin it. LOL
Anyway, my grades are getting back up. My lowest grade is a 70. something and PC apps II. But that'll go up once Ms. Smith puts the test grades in. :) I'm so happy!

Who's crazy enough not to love this face?? It's gorgeous!!! LOL yes i'm weird. dont judge me. :)

Cause you're the only one that can make me happy :)

Words That Come To Mind When I Think of You

Monday....

Alrighty! so today wasn't so bad... for a Monday. Last night I decided to tell Austin that I still love him and that I want to be with him. We're dating again (: He's happy, I'm happy, our friends our happy for us. I also might be going to see Austin in a little over 3 weeks for his birthday. He's turning 16! And all he wants to do is see me. He's a total sweetheart. That's why I love him so much. I think he could be it. THE one. I mean, we talk about baby names, houses, our future family. scenes we can see playing around in our heads about our futures. He's makes everything better just by saying that he misses me. How did I get something good out of a terrible experience?

Love Me Forever by Tonya

Three little words
That seem so simple

Love me forever
Seems easy enough to do

Love me forever
Thats all im asking from you

Love me forever
Never saying we're through

Love me forever
And let me love you

This just about says it all. :)

No Matter What...

Please don't ever let me go.
I've found my home,
The place where I want to be.
I've looked for you for fifteen years.
Please say i can always stay here.

I may want to run and hide sometimes,
But I can't do either one.
For I have found my special place with you.
Even though we have both been hurt,
We still have found love together.
Please don't ever let me go.
Promise me?

My Kitty

This is my kitty. she's pretty, but don't be tricked. She's as feisty as a bear! And I have scars to prove it. :) I love her so so so much! Her name's Lilly. We don't know how out she is, but that's okay. She's just cute.... kinda. lol Oh, and she likes grass. And my little dog Booh likes to chase her around the house. So yeah... This is my kitty.

My Little Ninja

YAY! i finally realized that I have my own ninja! Although his hair is really poofy. :) ha! and the funny thing is, he's my little brother! Ain't that the cutest thing you ever did see??? Oh and by the way, he's 11 soon to be 12. not like 16 or anything. And no girls, this ninja is not available. :)

Busy Tuesdays Are The Worst

Well today, seemed really busy at least. I had karate today. Which was good for me. I dont know..... It just seems like more and more is added to my day. I guess i'm in one of those teenager moods. It doesn't help me at all in life. Jeez! It seems like life keeps getting worse. I know I already said that, but c'mon! Can't I get a break yet??

Ummm....

So yeah, this is a car. It's not mine.. but I like it. It's kinda pretty. But I don't want it. it's not my dream car. I just think it's pretty. And it's a Mustang :)

Emo's Can Love Too

Oh and she's in converse. :)

Penguins!!!!!

You On My Mind By Austin

my heart aches within from missing you
my lips long for the feel of kissing you
right now all i need is to gently touch you skin
to look into you eyes and see within
just one warm embrace
Just to look upon your face
Just one little touch,
From the one I love so much,
if i could gaze upon your smile
for just a little while
to know that you miss me too,
as I'm thinking of you,
to hear the sound of you breathe
knowing you'll never leave
to see you walk up to me
then embrace you tenderly
to just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling
and brought about the down pour of emotion and feeling
i sit here alone in my room tonight
and pray that somehow this all turns out right
i've never been one to do more talking than giving
im not well off but work hard for a living
i've told you many thoughts that weren't barrowed or bought
and in lifetime, who would have thought
that i have found someone who was just meant for me
i cant explain the magic or why it should be
but there is one thing i know for certain,
that this just ain't over till one of us draws the final curtain
for i've seen an angel and i want you to know,
if it's my choice to make, i'll never let you go
don't know what life holds, maybe there's no reason or rhyme,
to think that you may be mine in a matter of time,
and though i cannot touch you and we are now apart,
my love, you do dwell, so deep within my heart.


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Just Beyond The Sunset

Just beyond the sunset
Someone waits for me
Just beyond the sunset
Lies my destiny
Where the purple mountains
Lie deep in tranquility
There i'll find the treasure
Of love eternally

Just beyond the sunset
Waits someone so fair
Just beyond the sunset
All alone they wait there
With pure love
And a waiting heart
In the light of
Never wanting to be apart

Just beyond the sunset
Lies a home for me
Where the world is peaceful
Like a paradise should be
Just beyond the sunset
Someday is where you'll find me

Love?

Feels Like I Got Hit By A Car

So last night, I'm in bed and I'm staring at my teddy bear that Austin gave me. I realize, that I'm in a full haze. I miss him so much that I can't tell which way is up. I cried frover last night. I couldn't stop. It's like, reality hit me. And it hit me hard. I'm in love with him. And nothing seems right wihtout him around. It feels like being the last person on earth. I feel empty. I'm hollow without him. My heart doesn't feel like it's there anymore. Last night is crumbled into tiny pieces. Then it cought on fire and burned in flames of hopelessness and misery. I can't think right anymore. I'm lost.