Feels Like I Got Hit By A Car

So last night, I'm in bed and I'm staring at my teddy bear that Austin gave me. I realize, that I'm in a full haze. I miss him so much that I can't tell which way is up. I cried frover last night. I couldn't stop. It's like, reality hit me. And it hit me hard. I'm in love with him. And nothing seems right wihtout him around. It feels like being the last person on earth. I feel empty. I'm hollow without him. My heart doesn't feel like it's there anymore. Last night is crumbled into tiny pieces. Then it cought on fire and burned in flames of hopelessness and misery. I can't think right anymore. I'm lost.