Guess What....

it's summer! yay! im in florida and having a ball! its warm and sunny. back news is that i got swimmers ear/ ear infection saturday. it hurts a lot and i have to take pain killers. its all good though. tomorrow my dad's buying me running shoes so i can workout with him. it's gunna be fun! so anyway, it's all good! ~ peace

Something That Makes Me Gag

There's only one word.... Finals. Ew, ew, ew, and ew. Finals are bad for a persons self-esteem. Well, I get to take them next week. Yay! Fun fun. I am probably the worst at taking finals. Reason behind it is that I usually forget most of what I learn after a test that I don't get a great grade on. I think we should not be able to take any kind of test at all. They should be illegal, forbidden, and a punishment for doing something bad. Finals Suck!!! Anyway, I have finals in English, Science, History, and Math (algebra). I hate finals.

Worst Prank Ever (Not Really)

The worst prank ever played on me was... two years ago my mom poured ice water on my head one morning to wake me up. I was mad and really cold. It was during the summer though so it wasn't as bad as you'd think it was. Then later that day, I got my revenge and sprayed her with the hose. =)

Just Some People Inspiring To Me

Inspiring... Inspiring... Inspiring... Oh! I got it! All of my youth group friends inspire me in some way or form. Like they inspired me to go to church with them. They inspired me to show how I feel and not hide it as much. They inspired me to like who I am. They push me to make the right choice, but without choosing it for me. They are always happy, which makes me think that if they can do that, then so can I. My friends are like my family. I tell them everything and they tell me how they feel about it. I get inspiration for my stories I write from them. I get inspired, or choose to make the right decisions by talking to them about my problems. I guess you could say that I'm inspired a lot by them.

Favs and Least Favs

My favorite parts of this school year are the fun field trips, great grades, and new friends. The parties at the end of the year, the times when we got to go outside for class, the jokes kids tell you, learning interesting things that I never knew about, and the funny comments people used to give me about my hair or the way I look: stuff like that. My least favorites of this year are the hard tests, bad lessons from teachers, getting in trouble, middle school drama, fights between friends at our lunch table, 'no offence' offencive comments, and the group projects that end up with arguing and a bad grade. There's a lot more stuff that I didn't like about this year, but that's for another day. Summer is usually that one time of the year where everybody in school is excited and counting the days down. For me, it's different. I'm not looking forward to the 29th of May. Because that means I would only have 6 more days with my friends. I love all my friends to death, but love isn't going to stop my mom from moving our family to a tiny house half the size of the one we own now, to the out-skirts of a town one fifth the size of the city I'm in now. On the flip side, from the 30th of June to the 4th of August, I'm going to be in Florida visiting with my dad.
I think you can tell that I have many favs and not so much favs of this year.

Photoshop Pic

My Photoshop Elephant

A Miserable Feeling...

is when you do something wrong and someone (your parents) find out. A miserable feeling is when you lie to your best friend. A miserable feeling is when your sick and can't get over it. A miserable feeling is when you break a bone or your out of surgery in the hospital. A miserable feeling is when you get ocean water up your nose. A miserable feeling is when you swallow moldy food. A miserable feeling is when you steal from your favorite aunt. A miserable feeling is when you cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend. A miserable feeling is when the sky is dark and your Friday night is empty and your home watching black and white soap operas, crying your eyes out, and eating all the food in your fridge. A miserable feeling is when you get dumped. A miserable feeling is when your best friends hate you. A miserable feeling is when you find out that your parents are getting a divorce. A miserable feeling is like this post. It just goes on and on and on. So get used to it.

The Library

I'm at the library right now with seven books on my lap and a mother telling me to hurry. So apparently the last dance was last night and I didn't go. Instead, I watched movies with my mom and sick brother. I went shopping for my graduation dress yesterday and finally found it. This morning my mom sign the contract for our house; it's so depressing. I only have a month left of school and only a month and a half left with my friends. At the end of June my brother and I are going to see my dad in Florida for about a month. I have no clue what high school I'm going to, but that's ok. I'm not too worried, although I cried about it two weeks ago. I think the best part of this move is the driving part. In South Dakota you can get your permit at the age of 14. So I'm really excited! With the new school issues, the good thing is that I get to go shopping with my mom for new clothes. We do it every year, but I'm starting high school. It's also scarry because I'm going with no friends. Just call me the newest newbie you know. Well, I'll catch you up later on what's what in my life soon. Bye!

The Date

I finally have my first date with the nicest guy at my school. He said that we were going somewhere white and blue so I should dress with a swimsuit in mind. It’s now Friday night and I am wearing my most appropriate two piece swimsuit I could find with shorts on and a gray wife beater covering my bright red swimsuit top. He said he was picking me up at 6 pm. I just hope he isn’t late… It is now 6:10 pm and I’m in an old muscle car with a beach bag on my lap full of snacks and towels. The music’s low and my nerves are jumping. We finally pulled up to the public beach 15 minutes later. We set out our stuff a few feet from the shore and decided to sit, eat, and talk all at the same time.
I’ve eaten two bags of cheetos and drank two bottles of water. He gets up and offers me his hand. As I grab his hand, my hand in his becomes warm and his soft palm is gentle with mind. We suddenly are running in the water and I’m being dunked under. I come back up to the surface and find my date laughing his head off at me for no reason at all. I feel embarrassed and humiliated. Now I’m running back to my towel with steam coming from my face because I’m as red as a fire from being angry, but I’m also hurt to find out that the guy a thought was nice turned out to be the biggest jerk I ever met.

My feet hurt from running home bare foot and my body is cold from being soaked and having wind breezing fast by me. I get up to my front porch and suddenly stop before opening the door and slamming it. I slowly fall on my knees and cry. Apparently my mom heard me because the next thing that I knew was that her arms were around me whispering in my ear that everything was going to be ok.
Note to self: never go on a date with someone you barely know. You don’t know what they could be capable of doing.
P.S. This story is NOT true.

What...

I really want is an ice cream cone. Vanilla ice cream. It sounds good. Why? Because it just does. I want to sleep 'cause I'm tired and I want to read because I'm bored. I want it to be Friday. Fridays make me happy and I had a suckish Monday. Next Friday is the last dance of the year and my 5th grade brother is going. I'm gonna make fun of him. It's going to be fun doing that! In about 2 months I'll be moving and in about 1 month I will be graduating with my class. I want ice cream. Ice cream's on the brain. I miss my dad, and my new step mom. I want to be somewhere warm so I don't have to be here. I miss the beach and the sun of my face. I miss my ice cream melting down my waffle cone. I'm tired of school and what it to be done with. I want to go buy ice cream. Ice cream is what I want. AHHH!!!! I can't talk anymore.
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Me & My Homies

Language of The Teenage World

Honestly I don't mind other people using bad language. It's between them and their family if they use slang or not. I used to a lot, but now it's just like 'oh that's great...' when someone says something that could offend other people, but not me. I don't care. Period. If you want to talk bad, talk bad. just don't used it excessively. it's not that hard

Field Trip!!!

So last Thursday and Friday my class went to the Denver Zoo and Aquarium. At the zoo we were split in three groups. We had a picture scavenger hunt, but we were too lazy to take pictures and wonder aimlessly around the zoo trying to find specific animals. So we just road the carousel and the baby train that went ten miles per hour. It was really fun, but I was frozen to the bone by the time we left the zoo.
When we got to the aquarium it was lightly snowing/raining. As a class without the teachers we ate at the most amazing restaurant ever. We got t-shirts after dinner, talked about the rules, and went on another scavenger hunt. I had a blast! Lights were out at 10:30, but my friends and I didn't go to bed until after midnight. As the night flew by and my back started aching from the hard floor I was sleeping on, I watched sharks swim carelessly and fish fall into slumber for the night in the coral reefs.
Getting up the next morning wasn't a problem, but I was as tired as a bear in hibernating. We Fed fish after a yummy breakfast. We left for school around nine. I got car sick, thought I forgot my pillow, and ate a bunch of junk food (which didn't help the car sickness). After we were back at school for a few hours we had lunch and my friend gave me a bruise on my calf. It hurt. I got a prize for doing nothing and went home to parents that asked way too many questions.
I think my over-all trip was exciting and some things were unexpected.

Photoshop Pic

So yeah... I did this in photoshop. It's really not that cool. So yeah...

Zoo Fun

So this Friday I'm going to the zoo with my aunt, cousin, and my brother. My aunt wants to take us out of school 'cause my cousin doesn't have school. I haven't been to the zoo since last year. I think my favorite animal at the zoo is the elephants. I can't wait to see them and all of the other fascinating animals there. It's going to be total fun!

Spring Break

Ok so during spring break a couple things that were interesting to me happened. The first one was that I read ten amazingly funny books. Some of them were Art Geeks and Prom Queens, Fly On The Wall, Every Crooked Pot, Fake Boyfriend, and many others. The second thing was I slept like all day Monday - Thursday, and last, but not least was I went to Buena Vista, Colorado. It was amazing and fun! Plus I got sun burnt really bad and I got sick along with having my appendix taken out. =)

Hospital

So yesterday around 11:30 I started to have hunger pains (so I thought). I went home early from school, got home and puked. I had the worst pains ever imaginable. It felt like someone was dragging a dull knife around in my stomach. I ended up going to the emergency room between 8 and 9 pm. My mom took me. I could barely walk in the front doors. I got an IV stuck in my arm, had to pee in a cup, and get a CT cat scan. The worst part of before the surgery was the blood draw. It seemed to be a lot to me, but it wasn't. I went into surgery because I had acute appendicitis. Acute appendicitis is a couple stages before it ruptures. The surgery took about 45 - 50 minutes long. When I woke up I was sticking out my tongue and giving thumbs up to everyone... then I threw up water and acid once they put me back into my room. So now I'm here in my hospital room trying to decide what to order for lunch. Toodles!!! =)

Bummer

So I don't get to go to California or Disneyland for that matter. Well at the moment anyway. So my trip to California has been canceled. It sucks... bad. =(

Shoes

OMGosh! I can't believe that I'm seeing my grandma for spring break! I am going to have a blast! I might even go to Disney Land. I can't wait until CSAPs are done and over with....
Oh!!!! AND GUESS WHAT??? Today I went shopping and got tanks and jeans!!! Yay me. =)

Happy ValenTines Day!

New Year's Eve

This is me, my dad, and my soon to become step mom before a New Year's Eve party. It was really pimp. Just like my dress. lol

First Off

Well, to start with, today is my birthday. I am not tired, but I am. I get very hyper when I eat my favorite ice cream; vanilla bean. I don't do much sports, I love food, my friends are amazing, school bores me, and I love to be in the pool and having the sun burn my body on a hot summers day. I can't stand not talking, boys are my best friends, my girl best friend makes the best brownies,I'm allergic to red meat (so I just became vegatarian) and pet's hair when it sheds. I hate running, I love to dance in my room in front of my mirror and just be me. When I get a homework assignment, I blow it off for a day then do it last minute (I'm really bad at that), I love the color green, I don't like my step dad that much (but he's ok), my mom's ok, I love my dad, and my soon to become step mom is amazing.
I get into a lot of trouble on occation, I never know which way is up, I'm OK with the dark, I do puzzles with my aunt, fight with my brothers, and get hyped up on Mountain Dew all the time. I used to have a phone, but I got it ripped in half. I love the beach, my hat, my personality, and my good sense of nature (not really).
Boyfriends are cool, but over-rated, horror movies scare the crap out of me, I love Valentines Day, but only bacause it's my birthday. And I ripped my pants at a dance last year. It was really funny, yet imbarassing at the same time.
These are only some things that you now know of me. Just wait until you hear the rest!!!